
My boys used to have a football video game complete with “trash talk” – competitive taunts the players hurled at each other as they butted helmets or stiff-armed opponents: “That’s MY turf!”… “You goin’ DOWN, man!”…
I don’t suppose you or I have ever talked that way to people in our path… but sometimes our attitude on the inside isn’t much better. Did you catch it Sunday? “The spirit of the age is the advancement of self – concentrating on my personal happiness and on meeting my needs.” That spirit, though, is dead wrong: it sends us running for the opposite end zone, directly away from happiness.
C&MA founder A.B. Simpson, who was a keen observer of both God and men, said “Many of our griefs and heartbreaks spring from the purest selfishness, wounded pride, ambition, self-love, or the loss of something which we should not have called our own. The death of self blots out a universe of wretchedness and brings a heaven of joy.”
Simpson developed these thoughts in a curious little booklet titled “31 KINGS or Victory over Self” (available at rarechrisianbooks.com). The title is taken from the number of rulers Joshua and the children of Israel had to defeat in order to possess Canaanland west of the Jordan. Simpson lists 31 self-sins (the Self Dynasty) that must be overcome - some obvious, like self-glorifying and self-importance; others more subtle, such as self-consciousness and selfish sorrow.
They all fit right in with the spirit of the age… the spirit that promises so much but delivers so little, the spirit we are not to be conformed to, but transformed from: “[Christ] died for all, that those who live should no longer live for themselves, but for him who died for them and was raised again” (2 Cor. 5:15 NIV).
So are we transformed? When we believers say we have “given our life to Christ”… have we? Individualism and independence are so ingrained in us that it is hard to truly give up our life and our right to our own way, to literally trade the rest of our days and dreams for Someone else’s agenda.
But if we just keep saying yes to Him and allowing His Spirit to claim all our territory, spiritual transformation will eventually bring us to this: everything we were and ever would be on our own is dead, gone, a thing of the past. The final whistle has been blown; that game is over. The life we now live is Christ’s life through us …
…until on a heavenly turf our life is returned to us – full, perfect, and unending.