A pastor friend of mine grew up near railroad tracks, and as a youngster he used to watch the trains roll by. Day after day, freight cars flashed past to the rhythm of clacking wheels, bearing the names of distant places stenciled large: “LACKAWANNA... SUSQUEHANNA... UNION PACIFIC... and one he puzzled at: CAPA CITY. That was a place he’d never heard of. Then one day he realized that the configuration of the car had distorted the painting, and it was actually one word, not two: CAPACITY - followed by an estimate of how much the car could carry.
Well, the rest of us stumble over this thing called capacity, too. Spiritual capacity. First we don’t realize we have any, and once we do, we still haven’t a clue how much we could really hold of God. And too often, we’re not curious enough to try to find out.
I want to cultivate a curiosity that keeps inviting more and more of the kabod of God, the weight of His glory, as Pastor Rick taught us on Sunday - for I’m sure He’s designed me to carry a much heavier imprint of Himself than I’m currently bearing. And if ever I should reach the kabod-bearing limit I’m designed for, I want to have the attitude that Daniel Henderson speaks of:
“Recently I heard the story of a young boy who fell into a barrel of molasses. As he tasted the sweet substance, he prayed, ‘Lord, please increase my capacity... to match my opportunity.”’
Really, every time I come to the Word, I’m falling into a barrel of molasses. Every time I meet God in prayer, I’m plunged into His sweet presence – whether I realize it or not. Every time I come to Sunday worship, there I am again. In fact, maybe the boy’s molasses prayer would make a great heart-preparation “habit” on Saturday evening - just a few minutes to recognize Sunday's approaching opportunity and to pray for a matching capacity.
If we’d each come prepared in that way, anticipating the heavy kabod of God, Capa City might not be such an unknown place, after all.