Tuesday, August 28, 2007

More Crumpets, Anyone?


I had a little tea party
This afternoon at three.
'Twas very small-
Three guests in all-
Just I, myself and me.
Myself ate all the sandwiches,
While I drank up the tea;
'Twas also I who ate the pie
And passed the cake to me.

(The Tea Party, Jessica Nelson North)

“Small.” I think that is the operative word in this little scenario – a small party, a small guest list, a small heart, a small world.

Been there. I’ve grown quite a few soul sizes since then, but... I wonder what would happen if we really threw the “tea party” of our lives open to everyone? If every person we met in the course of a day truly was received by us as Christ Himself? Is that a scary thought? (What if I run out of sandwiches? Out of conversation? Out of time? Out of resources? What if just anyone sits down next to me? What if it grows to be a very large party indeed, and I lose control of it? What if... what if...?)

Jesus answered all our what-ifs, leaving no excuse for sitting alone at the little table of our lives, munching crumpets and sipping tea in self-satisfied silence. “For with the measure you use, it will be measured to you (Luke 6:38). Give generously of your time and attention and compassion and energy, and the response will be generous – from people, and from Me.” In fact, Paul’s message to the Corinthians (2 Cor. 9:6-15) might be paraphrased this way:

Remember this: whoever invites only a few to his tea party will have fellowship with only a few. Whoever throws the party open to everyone will have a happy crowd! But God will not force you to broaden your world – He loves it when you willingly share the wideness of His heart. If you choose to do so, He’s well able to supply you with enough “tea in the teapot and crumpets on the plate” and grace and opportunity to bless others, so that you can always honor your guests like they were Christ Himself.

So set out some extra chairs. Pile the crumpets high in preparation. Today’s tea party is by open invitation, and every lonely, hungry person who stops by will be Christ Himself...

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

How to Paint a Fence

Privileged and honored. That’s the only logical response to the news we heard in Sunday’s sermon: God has made each of us ambassadors for His Kingdom, and through us He makes His appeal to those dwelling in a realm of fear and death. I’m afraid we don’t always embrace it for the privilege it is, though. It reminds me of a devotional given by Tom Anderson at a Bible quiz meet some years ago, with the help of Mark Twain...

Do you remember Twain’s Tom Sawyer? It seems that one perfectly delightful Saturday morning when “all the summer world was bright and fresh, and brimming with life,” Tom appeared on the sidewalk, a paintbrush in one hand and a bucket of whitewash in the other. The morning would be spent whitewashing the fence – Aunt Polly’s orders. Tom “surveyed the fence, and all gladness left him and a deep melancholy settled down upon his spirit. Thirty yards of board fence nine feet high. Life to him seemed hollow, and existence but a burden. Sighing, he dipped his brush and passed it along the topmost plank... compared the insignificant whitewashed streak with the far-reaching continent of unwhitewashed fence, and sat down on a tree-box discouraged.”

By midafternoon, though, a succession of friends had swapped prized possessions (twelve marbles, a one-eyed kitten, six firecrackers...) for the opportunity to paint a section of that fence. After all, it was an exclusive job (Aunt Polly had insisted on Tom’s doing it!) and not just anyone could pull it off - but they could be a part of it! Tom had managed to make the job so appealing that they eagerly traded hours of personal freedom for the privilege of sweating and laboring with a paintbrush and a bucket of whitewash.

Sometimes when I’m doing something for the Lord, I remember those boys at the fence. One had a deep aura of gloom and looked for any way out of it... the others enthusiastically gave away a personal treasure for the privilege of doing exactly the same thing. One envied his friends’ carefree existence, while others willingly gave up their leisure. One was finally content to loll about, collecting trinkets, while the others actually accomplished something.

The difference, of course, is that when I work for the Lord I’m not just doing somebody else’s work for them; I’m carrying out God’s assignment to me. I’m not just joining a lesser cause that has been inflated to sound grand and glorious... there is no greater cause! And I’m not working for someone who didn’t want the job himself; I’m working with Jesus in a quest for souls that means everything to Him. I’m trading a brief “day” of leisure for an eternal Day of reward. I’m trading personal trinkets for treasure in heaven that will last a lot longer than the pop and fizzle of a half-dozen firecrackers.

Makes me feel honored to stand at His fence today...

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

The Christian Community Association

Community association rules are intriguing.

Having been rural-raised among the Allegheny foothills of Warren County, I never knew that home ownership could be contingent upon painting the house a pre-approved color, choosing a pet of a particular breed and size, having the garage door open only 15 minutes at a time, or limiting the number of guests at tomorrow’s dinner party.

I understand the logic, to a point. Settling a lot of people into a little space requires some order. And I suppose the simple solution is, if you don’t like the rules, don’t buy into that kind of a community. Go live in the country and make yourself happy.

The problem comes when the community association mindset permeates the church, until the acceptability of an individual depends upon their conformity to inconsequential (and often unwritten) practices and preferences. Christ’s Body cannot adopt the mindset that works in the subdivision: “Like it or leave it.” It’s just not an option.

Why? Because it’s not God’s standard of living. Because, in fact, He doesn’t look on the outside; He looks on the heart. The apostle Paul likewise declared that he no longer regarded anyone from worldly standards (2 Cor. 5:16), but sought to be “all things to all men so that by all possible means I might save some” (1 Cor. 9:22 NIV).

After all, he knew what it was like to be held at arm’s length by those he had moved close to. He knew how it felt to incur the displeasure of the association, and to plead, “We have spoken freely to you, Corinthians, and opened wide our hearts to you. We are not withholding our affection from you, but you are withholding yours from us. As a fair exchange... Make room for us in your hearts. We have wronged no one, we have corrupted no one, we have exploited no one” (2 Cor. 6:11-7:2).

Has anyone within our church echoed Paul, crying out to a circle of friends or an ABF class or a small group, “Make room in your hearts for us”? Christian community is about opening wide our hearts to people, even as Christ did. It’s about accepting all whom God accepts (as wholeheartedly as He does), and requiring only what He requires.

I don’t think it comes particularly easy to any of us, myself included. But since it’s the association rules of the Kingdom, and since I’m planning a long-term stay in that neighborhood ....

Tuesday, August 7, 2007

At the Board


Our youngest son has ruled that “school” is a taboo subject during summer vacation, but since back-to-school sales are now in full swing, I feel justified...

At an FAC concert a few years ago, singer Annie Chapman reminisced about her school days… “I always had problems with arithmetic – simple, basic math. The very worst for me were the word problems: ‘A bus is traveling 60 miles an hour. It is headed for a city 120 miles away. How long will it take to get there?’ I had a terrible time with those problems… until someone would go to the board and work it out. Then I would understand it.” Then Annie talked about people God had put in her life to “go to the board” and work out their knotty problems in a way that gave Annie understanding.

That illustration has stuck with me, for a couple reasons. First, it made me appreciative of the people in my life that God has sent to the board with their problems. I watched how they worked them out as He stood nearby. And I learned.

Second, it made me aware that when I’m sent to the board with my own problem, someone is watching. They will be affected by what I do there. Will they see an example that leads them into deeper confusion and wrong answers, or one that demonstrates in practice what they’ve read in the Textbook?

It’s not that a Christian should always be able to rush to the board and dash off the right answer. We’re all learners, and sometimes there are long pauses, and standing back to survey the problem, and looking longingly at the clock for rescue (isn’t it time for the rapture?). Sometimes there’s even agonizing struggle (and it’s comforting to know that even Jesus agonized at the board in Gethsemane)... but maybe that’s when our example matters most of all.

Because that’s when we decide whether to throw the Book out the window and wing it, or open it and dig in. That’s when we refuse or accept the assistance offered by an “upperclassman” in the faith. That’s when we choose whether to throw down the chalk in angry protest or to slink back to our seats in tearful humiliation – or to turn to the Teacher who’s been standing alongside all along, just waiting to help.

Word problems. There's a reason they're called "examples." There are people just waiting to find out how you get your answers. It's the method they'll use to find theirs.

Tuesday, July 31, 2007

The Road to Capa City


A pastor friend of mine grew up near railroad tracks, and as a youngster he used to watch the trains roll by. Day after day, freight cars flashed past to the rhythm of clacking wheels, bearing the names of distant places stenciled large: “LACKAWANNA... SUSQUEHANNA... UNION PACIFIC... and one he puzzled at: CAPA CITY. That was a place he’d never heard of. Then one day he realized that the configuration of the car had distorted the painting, and it was actually one word, not two: CAPACITY - followed by an estimate of how much the car could carry.

Well, the rest of us stumble over this thing called capacity, too. Spiritual capacity. First we don’t realize we have any, and once we do, we still haven’t a clue how much we could really hold of God. And too often, we’re not curious enough to try to find out.

I want to cultivate a curiosity that keeps inviting more and more of the kabod of God, the weight of His glory, as Pastor Rick taught us on Sunday - for I’m sure He’s designed me to carry a much heavier imprint of Himself than I’m currently bearing. And if ever I should reach the kabod-bearing limit I’m designed for, I want to have the attitude that Daniel Henderson speaks of:

“Recently I heard the story of a young boy who fell into a barrel of molasses. As he tasted the sweet substance, he prayed, ‘Lord, please increase my capacity... to match my opportunity.”’

Really, every time I come to the Word, I’m falling into a barrel of molasses. Every time I meet God in prayer, I’m plunged into His sweet presence – whether I realize it or not. Every time I come to Sunday worship, there I am again. In fact, maybe the boy’s molasses prayer would make a great heart-preparation “habit” on Saturday evening - just a few minutes to recognize Sunday's approaching opportunity and to pray for a matching capacity.

If we’d each come prepared in that way, anticipating the heavy kabod of God, Capa City might not be such an unknown place, after all.

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

What Goes Up...


A group of FAC post-highers left for Cedar Point early this morning. I have a feeling most of them will experience the “Power Tower” – a 300-foot ascent/descent thrill ride billed as an adrenaline factory that launches riders up and blasts them down, at speeds up to 60 miles per hour!

I gave up those kinds of rides long ago. I don’t need to be a physics expert to see that what goes up must come down, and those who are physics experts have devised some torturous ways to make that happen. But the Tower is a great visual illustration of both the law of gravity (on steroids), and the law of grace that Pastor Rick spoke of Sunday morning.

When a sinner accepts Christ and is welcomed into His kingdom, he or she is vaulted (faster than the Tower’s acclaimed zero to 50 in 3 seconds), from the pit of condemnation to heaven itself, where Christ is seated at the right hand of God. It’s not just a neat-sounding concept... it really happens. Spiritually, we’re there - instantly. The problem is, we too seldom realize it. We don’t live like it. I guess that’s why Paul had to urge the believers at Colosse to peer out over rail of heaven and see just how high up they were!

“Since, then, you have been raised with Christ, set your hearts on things above, where Christ is seated at the right hand of God. Set your minds on things above, not on earthly things. For you died, and your life is now hidden with Christ in God. When Christ, who is your life, appears, then will you also appear with him in glory” (Col. 3:1-4).

In other words, we’ve been lifted to the top – let’s let it captivate our hearts and minds! And let’s look forward to the day when faith becomes sight, and what has already happened spiritually is tangible reality...

Because the best thing about the law of grace is, what goes up needn’t ever come back down!

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

The End of the Rope


Sandy Taylor recently received a ministry email from Wycliffe missionaries to Papua New Guinea, Jim and Cindi Farr. They ended with these thoughts written by Carol Jean Gallagher:

"I have always been one who could do almost anything I put my mind to
(except maybe sports). I got good grades, made it through SIL school, did
POC with a 4-month-old baby, learned a language, (helped) set up a
preschool curriculum for the Bariai people, did Scripture Use activities
for the Bariai and the PNG Branch, home schooled our kids at various times,kept our finances and life organized and made sure we had what we needed every time we traveled to the village. I was able to do it all.

"For the past few years, though, I have been finding it harder and harder to do it all - at least with peace and joy. Dealing with or avoiding stress
has been a big part of life. A few weeks ago (while on furlough, after a
move, but before I got sick with malaria and appendicitis), I cried out to God, 'I'm at the end of my rope.' Almost immediately I sensed God saying,
'You're not at the end of your rope. I'm your rope, and I have no end.' It
didn't change circumstances, but it gave me hope. I kept pondering that
thought over the next weeks.

"Then God built on it with the following thought, "If you're at the end of
your rope, you’re hanging onto the wrong rope." There really are two ropes. For years, I’ve been hanging onto the rope of "self." Being at the end of my rope is exactly where God wants me. I need to let go of that rope and hang onto God. I have the choice. I can either keep hanging onto my own efforts, or I can let go and hang onto God.

"Lately I'm realizing how worthless my own rope is. Who knows how many years I've been at the end of the rope and haven’t even known it. I've been counting on my grip on the knot on the end of the rope to keep me going. God has been unraveling that knot until there’s nothing to grip anymore. I'm starting to get a picture of God's rope. It's not just a rope to cling to, hoping I don't fall off. God is holding me on. Or rather, I'm actually wrapped inside the rope. It's a comforting place. I feel the rope swaying in the winds, but I don't need to fear; I'm wrapped in the rope. As I allow it, God works the fibers of the rope (himself) into my very being. I'm still learning. I know my trust in him will be tested and temptations to turn to myself will be many. There is a place for our efforts, but only through the power of Christ. Hopefully I'll put these things into practice in my life and learn to work them out in practical ways."

Hopefully, we will too.